20 5 / 2013

I can no longer remember what is behind me

even where I was a second ago, is ancient history

as I will never be there again

This is the last I will breathe of this air

No longer will this be my home

I say goodbye

My children will only know what is on the other side

do I keep my traditions?

or do I become a newborn

fresh from the womb?

How long until

the Mother Land

is no longer where we come from?

How many generations

before what lies across the sea

is the only life we have ever known?

Do I speak of Her with fondness?

Tell stories of her past?

Or do I create legends right away,

to ease the sting of longing for a

home I will never see again?

Will my sons feel Her

coursing through their veins

when they are ending their days

in this land? 

Will they remember Her plains and mountains and rivers fondly?

Or will they blame Her for turning us away?

20 5 / 2013

chimneyfish:

FUCK! I hate reblogging shit. It has become necessary lately. Don’t judge me.

13 5 / 2013

Caution - you might cry like a baby watching this.  So amazing and makes me have faith in humanity. 

11 5 / 2013

“I would have loved to have given it a try,” she said. “But, I am afraid that I am just not broken enough for you.”

“It’s okay” he replied, “I am broken enough for the both of us.”

“I know.  That’s the problem.”

08 5 / 2013

this is my merry-go-round and if you don’t like it, you can just get the fuck off.  by the way, you’ll have to jump because there is no way I am slowing down for you. 

04 5 / 2013

tomorrow is Suprise day! 

02 5 / 2013

I have a secret!  I love having secrets.  I am terrible at keeping them…good thing i only have to keep it until Saturday.

02 5 / 2013

ooohhhhh….how I love surprising people!  I hope they like surprises!  :)

02 5 / 2013

i always hit the wrong buttons and then can’t figure out how to undo stuff.  i am a very special kind of “special.”  Go to bed, idiot!

01 5 / 2013

When a kid wets the bed in the early morning hours, the mother will clean the mattress with towels and spray with stuff to kill the smell, start a load of sheets in the washer, remake the bed with clean sheets,clean the kid up with a warm washcloth, maybe find the kid a temporary place to sleep for the remainder of the night, read them a story to get them back to bed.  Then, and only then, mom might return to bed.  Usually though, she is up for the day and just starts drinking coffee. 

Dad flips the mattress and turns on cartoons and heads back to bed.

(the book that was read was something by Seuss…can’t really recall as it was read in a haze)